i'm falling for your eyes, but they don't know me yet. ♥

♥ wherever you go, just always remember that you got a home for now and forever. & if you get low, just call me whenever. this is my oath to you. ♥
you're never alone, we're birds of a feather & we'll never change, no matter the weather - this is my oath to you. ♡
 
@breebaby -
well i know you won't see this but i just decided to make you a sappy letter anyways because you're my best friend and i miss you already and just djfhsdklfhj. okay i need to get my feelings in check. ;)
 
but really, you're amazing and i love you so much. you mean more to me than you'll ever know. you're probably one of the only people on here that i would trust with my entire life. you've helped me so damn much with everything. i can actually be myself around you and you still accept me. i don't know. words cannot even describe right now because i'm like going delusional. but just know that you're my bestest friend in the whole wide world and nothing is going to change that. ♥ i honestly cannot tell you how many times you've put a smile on my face - too many times to count, obviously - and you've changed an icky shitty day into something awesome. if i'm feeling down, i could always count on you to make me feel happy again. honestly. you are the one person who knows the most about me on here because i really trust you. we have a strong friendship and nothing could ever ever EVER change that. i promise. ♥
 
i remember a few months or so ago, when i didn't even know you that well at all. i'd occasionally see your sets - your jelena rants, your one tree hill obsessions, etc. and i really wanted to be friends with you because you seemed really super cool. but, i was kind of scared because i really didn't have any friends. i was friends with someone but we got in this huge fight which made me lose hope in ever trusting someone so much ever again. but, when i messaged you, you were so welcoming and kind. you are hilarious and beautiful, on the inside and out. i honestly like stalk your instagram because you are so perfect and i want your face and just djfhskdjfh. but i was an outsider, and you made me feel whole again. so i thank you for that. ♥
 
you're just such a kind person, which is evident by all these people who are sad that you are gone - you've touched so many people's lives, i hope you know that. i know i haven't know you for years like some of the people on here; i haven't been here since the very beginning, but i feel like i've known you forever.
 
i feel like i'm saying goodbye to you forever, which is probably why this is so hard for me & why it makes me so sad... but i know this isn't the end at all. this isn't a goodbye, it's just a farewell for now. you'll always be in my heart. always. ♥
 
so, goodbye for now, my beautiful best friend. i love you so so so so so much. ♥ :'(
 
" good friends are like stars; you can't always see them, but you know that they are there. " ♡
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Two days ago - 461 views
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BREEEEEEEEEEEE i miss you. :'(
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uh ok so bored i could literally die
ask me questions pls. i would get down on my knees & literally beg if i could. so bored it hurts, man.
 
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♥ what good is a love song without the love? ♥
@breebaby u sl0re. <333333

♥ you could be my sanity ♥

8 days ago - 347 views
♥ you could be my sanity ♥
@smileness our bb's :')
i'll probably change the set from ugly template to something better eventually but i wasn't in the set - making mood & i'm anxious to start dis so.
☯ just a little west coast, and a bit of sunshine. ☯
made in the usa // demi lovato.
 
okay, so i'm rlly indecisive about these things because i just ship so many people at the same time and just I HAVE A LOT OF FEELINGS ok
 
so for ariana i ship her with justin, jai, zayn. yeah.
 
lily is obvi justin or taylor or logan or zayn.
 
cara is harry or zayn or justin or logan.
 
sarah is justin or niall
 
I CAN'T DECIDE MAN.

♥ happy mother's day! ♥

9 days ago - 110 views
♥ happy mother's day! ♥
i hope everyone had a nice day. c: i know i really appreciate mi madre & all that she's done for me and now i really get to show it on a day like today. just make sure your mom knows you love her and appreciate her because without her you wouldn't even be alive! ♥ happy mother's day, everyone. ;)
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idk man

15 days ago - 233 views
idk man
have you ever wondered who would play you if your life was a movie? idk just wondering WHO DO I LOOK LYK
♥ even if the stars & moon collide, i never want you back into my life. ♥
i really don't care. ~
 
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hi here's my ask fm
(( psst i won't get any questions bc i'm lame but whateva ))
(( pssst maybe i'll post video replies (-: ))
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lol what.

23 days ago - 418 views
lol what.
okay wow idk why i decided to do this i guess it's bc @yellowr4incoat tagged me but like i'm a boring person but wutevs.
 
O1 ; i actually really enjoy reading. i know few people could say that & it might classify me as a nerd or whatever, but there's nothing like a good book that could just take my mind off of things & make me feel relaxed and at ease for once. i am currently reading an amazing book - looking for alaska by john green & in class we're reading to kill a mockingbird which i actually thoroughly enjoy, believe it or not. ♡
 
O2 ; i'm actually kind of shy. like, when i don't know someone very well i'm pretty quiet & i keep to myself & all, but when i actually know someone they can't get me to shut up. my somewhat shyness is really something that i'd love to change about myself.
 
O3 ; with that being said, i really don't have that many friends. like, i have a lot of friends that i don't really talk to that much & then i have a handful of best friends that i talk to nonstop. i'm definitely not popular, and i'm definitely okay with that because i don't really like being the center of attention at all.
 
O4 ; i am in theater. i'm not a weird theater kid that only listens to show tunes & stuff, i swear. i don't really even enjoy musicals all that much like most of the people i know, i just like being in shows because my theater group is like my second family & i feel like i could be myself around them without feeling stupid because they are all freaks as well. ^-^
 
O5 ; cheerleading is my obsession. like, i hate it yet love it at the same time. every single day i tell myself i need to quit because it's way too much work yet at the same time i couldn't imagine ever not cheering because it's my passion & i honestly can't get enough of it. competitions are what i live for, with the adrenaline rush & everything. it's amazing. my team got first place at nationals this year - not only the first time winning nationals for a jv team, but in the history of my entire school. ♡
 
O6 ; i have a twin sister. some of you might know that, but others probably had no idea. no, we look absolutely nothing alike. i swear. you don't even know how many people have said that to me before. like, i get it. i know we don't even look related - key word / fraternal / twins. yeah, but her name is allie. she's one minute older even though she thinks she's way older sometimes. & she's currently playing her ukelele next door & annoying the crap outta me so i'll probably yell at her soon.
 
O7 ; i have a huuuuge family. & it's also really confusing. literally, i've had to draw like a diagram for my friend once because she didn't get it. you guys probably won't get it either. okay. so my parents are divorced, so my mom married my stepdad who already had two sons [ who are in their 2O's, their names are parker & tyler ] & a daughter { who's in college, her name is quinn }. got it? okay, moving on. then, my dad married my stepmom who already had a daughter named
sydney who is a year older than me.
 
O8 ; my family is also pretty dysfunctional. i don't really want to get into it, but there's been multiple suicide attempts, anorexia, smoking, alcohol, my uncle is gay, my mom & aunt fight all the time, & other stuff but yeah that's my crazy family. meep.
 
O9 ; i live in california & it's honestly my most favorite place in the entire world. i love it so much here. it's beautiful. ♡ i'm obsessed with the beach & san francisco & just ahh it's perf. tanning weather all the time, even in january not even joking. yet, i'm still super white since i always don't have time to tan but yeah.
 
1O ; my cousin julia means the absolute world to me. she always knows how to make me laugh & i could trust her with my life. she's been having some trouble lately which makes me really upset to be honest because i feel like she deserves to be happy & the fact that she isn't really bothers me. she doesn't know how really loved she is.
 
11 ; i am really hard on myself. like, i haven't gotten anything lower than an ' a ' on my report card since fourth grade & i really intend to keep it that way. i hate school, yet it's really important to me. i strive to be the best i can be. if i fail something, it's not my parents that are super hard on me, but it's actually myself.
 
12 ; i've never had a boyfriend before. pathetic, i know. i guess guys just don't like me or maybe i'm picky but i don't know i really just want to find the one so i know i won't die alone, you know? ugh.
 
13 ; i am obsessed with photography. it's just so beautiful & idk i guess i love being creative but i kind of want to be a photographer when i grow up. my parents don't even know this yet, though. they still think i want to be something unrealistic like a fashion designer, singer, model, interior designer, etc. but whatever happens i do NOT want to be doing something i don't enjoy like sitting behind a desk.
 
14 ; music is my life. ed sheeran, the fray, one republic, justin bieber, taylor swift, one republic, kelly clarkson, hunter hayes, coldplay, john mayer, phillip phillips, imagine dragons, mumford & sons, fun., young the giant, marina & the diamonds, the xx, passion pit, the lumineers, usher, jason mraz, christina perri, are my favorites, just to name a few. ♡ my favorite song is literally constantly changing.
 
15 ; i love helping people. i would do whatever i can to make someone's day or to put a smile on their face & to make them feel better about a problem or something. i just love giving advice.
 
16 ; i'd like to become fluent in french someday & live there for a year or so. i'd really just love to travel the world & see things that i've never seen before.
 
17 ; i am obsessed with shopping. the end. period.
 
18 ; my favorite movies include the breakfast club, the perks of being a wallflower, pitch perfect, grown ups, the notebook, sixteen candles, the amazing spiderman, les mis & many more
 
19 ; i am in love with taco bell & panda express. i seriously eat like a fat 4O year old man, not even joking with you right now.
 
2O ; i love working out. it gives me just such an amazing feeling afterwards. yeah, i feel sore but i know it's all worth it in the end.
 
21 ; sleep is my love. ♡
 
22 ; i'm obsessed with gossip girl, pretty little liars, glee, modern family, the big bang theory, how i met your mother, etc.
 
23 ; a moose is my favorite animal.
 
24 ; i want to go to ucla, sdsu, cal berkeley, usc, harvard, yale, or stanford someday.
 
25 ; I LOVE YOU ♡♡♡
 

 
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